Contingency Conscience

i'm not a gentle person..i admit it but i'll try to be one...~~!!

single is simple but sometimes it can be so lonely..:-(

is that true??only girls can cheer up boys...no way..there must be another things that can replace them...i hope so but it looks like impossible..

ak umpama tanah liat...mmpu brubah2 mgikut mood...persoalannya??di mnakah prinsip ak yg sbenar...

klau nk diikutkan ht mmg ak ingin mlakukan apa sja yg ku suka..tp akalku mmbatasiku dr mnjadi mnusia durjana..

for a long time i have stand not to do that adorable 'thing'...but now the 'thing' comes to me n pushes me up to get along together with ..

i have to believe in myself...i can do it...kemon la...

wat should i do?? arghhhhh...i cannot hold on anymore...that 'thing' is so strong...i cannot handle it even a little..

i want u to always be by my side...im gonna laugh with u..im gonna cry with u..n im gonna die with u...

once i get involved in this adorable 'thing' i'm very afraid that i'll never be able to proceed to my routine life..

i cannot imagine if u just appeared in my life...i will serve u more than the king does..i will adore u days n nights..

i will always be with u to protect u......don't worry u will never get hurt as long as i'm by ur side..even a little scratch...i promised..

i'll compliment u on making this far...but u'll never be able to defeat me..but now i'm still confusing...

what's wrong with me...how hurt is this feeling..its supposed to be sweet..but now i'm suffering..what should i do...??..

i'm not gonna let 'her' go..i luv 'her'..n i'll always love 'her'..but if i don't let 'her' go i'll suffer.arghh..be patient juz a little more..

is my ego will kill 'her'?? ..is my feeling will hurt me??...so is that means i have to let 'her' go...noooooo.....i love 'her'...

for the sake of 'her'..i'll have 2 let 'her' go peacefully...from now on we both stay together juz in our heart..not in reality anymore...

i feel so sad now...but i hav to be strong...ooo come on mann..chill bro...hahaha

finally,the sound of laughing have coming back...but the memories between me n 'her' will never be fade..

cheer up man..be strong...don't u feel sad anymore...juz pray to Allah that 'she' will be yours...love with God's bless are permanent...

so..no more sad n cry...let's cheer up our life with fun n joy...come on man...hahaha...at last, the sun glows again to bright the future...